Think Positive!

I saw this insect while I'm about to go to work @ our main door. I was kinda thinking bad the moment I saw it. I remember old superstition that seeing insects like that means " bad luck"..I started thinking negative thoughts like maybe something happen to my lola since she was sick (sigh) or something bad might happen to me while going to work or my boyfriend while going home. In short I was paranoid!..waaaaahhh...

Until I reach our work place and sort of relieve that nothing goes wrong expect having a hard time finding a jeepney to ride on. gosh!.. Then here it comes, about 11:00 pm a text from Jak a friend of jan2x(my bf).. The message goes like this: "TM Emergency Text!-Please Call Me. Salamat". I was receiving same messages 3 - 4 times continuesly. My heart beat faster and faster and I'm so scared. Thinking something bad might happen to him. I grab my phone and call Jak immediately !! hai thanks GOD nothing went wrong..Everything is perfectly fine!..hahai..."Wala lang palang load", their intention of using the service is just to let me know that they cant text me back.. hai. gosh!...(na erang gyud ko kadali as in.. ng palpitate).. hihihi.. Thank you Lord talaga!.. I can smile na right now...wink

Lesson Learn Today: Don't think Negatively - it DOES NO GOOD!..always be POSITIVE!
One more thing I found out that the insect really comes out in there shell during rainy days..hihi.. hai nku old beliefs it makes me a bit insane for a while..haha...

BE POSITIVE ALWAYS!!!!

Happy Fathers Day!

I wish I could tell him face to face " happy fathers day tatay! " then kiss him and hug him tight. Tell him how much I love him and how proud I'am to have him as my father.Be with him all day long, eat our meals together, joking around with our neighbors,talking none sense stuff but..... sad to say I could not do those things anymore. I'm a bit sad during these days celebrating fathers day with out my tatay but then happy in a way cause I know, I can feel inside that his happy and at peace. His in a lovely place right now with Nanay and God!.

Happy Fathers Day TATAY! I Love you so much! I'm always be your little girl! Till we meet again..

To all Fathers, soon to be father,wanted to be a father HAPPY-HAPPY FATHERs DAY!

Breast Cancer Awareness Month!

I've been tagged by Aubrey The truth behind my closet to help spread the word on the ‘Breast Cancer Awareness’ month of June. I always wanted to support this kind of programs as it focuses on women's wellness.

• The first sign of breast cancer usually shows up on a woman's mammogram before it can be felt or any other symptoms are present.

• Risks for breast cancer include a family history, atypical hyperplasia, delaying pregnancy until after age 30 or never becoming pregnant, early menstruation (before age 12), late menopause (after age 55), current use or use in the last ten years of oral contraceptives, and daily consumption of alcohol.

• Early detection of breast cancer, through monthly breast self-exam and particularly yearly mammography after age 40, offers the best chance for survival.

• Ninety-six percent of women who find and treat breast cancer early will be cancer-free after five years.

• Over eighty percent of breast lumps are not cancerous, but benign such as fibrocystic breast disease.

• You are never too young to develop breast cancer! Breast Self-Exam should begin by the age of twenty.

Resources: American Cancer Society National Cancer Institute Komen Foundation

You can help the lives of many women by spreading the word aboutThe Breast Cancer Site pink button as many times as you can. If The Breast Cancer Site receives 8 million clicks on the pink button in June, their premier sponsor -Bare Necessities- will donate $10,000 for more free mammograms. CLICK the pink button today!

I am now tagging Alritch, Gemini, Melai, , and Tess .

Let's help support their cause.

Paintball Experience

June 9,08 @ MTS Matina, the night shift AoV against played paintball.In celebration of our independence!weeh..lol..The Experience is really cool and unforgettable. We all had a great time, the feeling is unexplainable..haha..Since its my first time to play this kind of game everything seems new to me, from wearing the body armour, holding the gun and even seeing the paint bullets. haha..ignoy!..My hands and feet are shaking while I'm @ the field..haha..weeehhh.. but it was ended super duper fun!

Mabuhay! AoV Night Againts for a successful paintball challenge!

my cousin's wedding

May 21,2008, Is the big day of my cousin dhetc yam. After 9 yrs of being lovers with his hobby yhul, they finally ask God's Blessings, walk in the aisle and this it! The most awaited moment of there life, there wedding day!

so happy for them: The Maid of Honor

the Brides Maids:
ug wala us lingaw saku cousin na si leng2x...

weeehhh.. picture perfect!..hihi... dili obvious na wala us lingaw...hihi..

hmmmm... saan na ang pic sa bride and groom??haha...

well2x.. watch out for more picture.. with the bride and groom na...

weehh CONGRATZ!!!!

Got tagged...:)

Got this tag from my tuapoy bojoy, thank you tuapz..Ü( she tagged me a month ago na.. sorry for the super delayed response..anyway better late than never..right???hihi..palosot)

yah..yah..yah... here are the rules:

1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3. Pick your month of birth.
4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
6. Let the person who tagged you know when you've done it!

Now I'm going to pass this tag to my blogger buddies : Feel free to pass it to your friends if you have done it already;) Cheers!

Alritch
Flor
Gemini
Melai
Lyra
Orelie
Raquel

Who else wants to join in the fun???

The Twelve Months

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted . Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. . Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive.Smart, neat and organized.Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality ( Ehem) Sexy (Ehem) Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful - Mmm,Nah! Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners.Nah! Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody. BINGO!!! Most of these traits are true for me .

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising.(hmmm.. sometimes but most of the time not..hihi) Careful, cautious and organized.( I wish i have those attitudes!..duh) Likes to point out people’s mistakes.(noh..tsk tsk) Likes to criticize.(sometimes) Stubborn.(big no!no!) Quiet but able to talk well(sort off...haha) Calm and cool.(yep2x!) Kind and sympathetic.Concerned and detailed.(kindah!) Loyal but not always honest.(yah perfect!..sometimes you just have to lie..hihi) Does work well.(of course!) Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable.(Slight) Loves to look for information.(yes i diffidently love to know something new). Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. (those treats best describes who I'am.)

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

too much

for the past days life has been so rude to me. everything seems changing. all the settled plans just wipe away...why? why? and why? .. Am I being bad or too mean to end up this kind of mess...huhu..

hahai.. but i guess life seems like this sometimes.. i would never give up till i reach my dreams.. sooner or later I know things will be alright with GOD 's grace and guidance...

despite all the problems i been through right now. I still have so much to be thankful of and i have still enough reasons to be happy... aja! ... fight2x .. I'm a survivor!..:-)..hai!