Miss U

net surfing is one of my past time if got no task and as I read some inspirational quotes i found this one - "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."- it touches my soul.. I feel like crying but of course I could not do that I'm @ the office, I just keep to myself what I'm feelin' @ the moment and write to somehow ease the loneliness I felt. (sob)

I miss the two most import person in my life, my parents its almost a decade and a year pass but somehow when something reminds me of them i still could not help my self but cry in a corner and remember my happy days with them. Growing up with out them at my side is not easy as you think, though no one scold you, and your free to do what ever you want to - mind you your gonna miss the feeling of being scolded...(sob) ...till now I still wonder how my life be if their still alive. It might be worse but the best. But then I must accept the fact that there gone my tears could not bring them back.

I may not see them but they will always be part of what ever I'll be and stay forever in my heart.

Nay , Tay till we meet again...(wink).. C yah in heaven someday...weeh

puzzeled mind

Hi there! weeh.. im back!.. as if im lost...waaahhh... well2x... for the last week wala naman talaga akong ginagawa... hmmm.. wala lang talaga ako sa mood mag sulat... sa sobrang board ko... mas gusto ko nalang mag tingin2x nalang or mag tanga and thinking nothing...wahaha...

Updates: Last Sunday, I'm with chai and amor, they are my college friends and office mates as well, we go to mass @ St.Jude Parish malvar st. 4:30pm, then after that we ate dinner @ Mandarin, then chill at JS Illustre, window shopping..since ala pa us mga money..haha... It's nice to bond with your old folks reminiscing old days.. and its nice to know that were growing maturely, independently and responsible individuals diba chai??..haha..We still have this childish talks but were aware that life is not easy as we thought before.. I was kinda shock cause were talking about our future and its rare, cause we really don't talk that way...I'm happy that were on the right way...char..hihi.. success here we come..weeehh

Thoughts: for the past week I was really thinking to go to school either web designing (adobe photo shop) or go for cooking lesson..which is which...hmmm... pwede both?.. what do you think guys... help naman dyan... hihi... I want to study adobe photo shop, i love doing new things and web designing is very challenging, then i guess it is also a one way step going abroad..??..hmmmm... cooking is also one of my frustration, since my passion is eating I guess i should learn to cook right???...I'm going to be a chef someday!..char oi..weeeh... kaya both nalang! ahaha.. I really have to save money to do it...aja!.. I can make it!...weeehhh

Love Life: hmmm??? do i have one...haha.. of course were going strong and were have so many things pa to overcome as we go on to our journey called forever!...hihi...

Work: It was kindah board... but I'm glad cause i have one of the best client ever he is so nice.. I'm hassle free and got no worry at all... yeeehh

Latest update: m crazy on mob wars and tower bloxx..hahaha(facebook games)

Thats it for now...sayonara!!

I had a great weekend...~_~

side view @ Bern Berioso Beach Resort and its white sand and cottages

I spend my Sunday w/ jan2x. We went to Bern Berioso Beach Resort @ Pindasan, around 12 nn we arrive @ the place, we take our lunch and talk too much since we missed each other.. hehe..while waiting mikko and company I sleep since the air is so warm, I cant really help but sleep...weeh..The place is relaxing, you could really forget the city life for a while.. hehe..the sea is calm and peaceful.... I also love their cottages and the white sand its so comforting...love it and really love it...hehe... 4pm finally they arrive.. mikko with girlfriend iyum and remark... actually mikko's family is @ the same beach we had, their cottage is beside ours...hehe...anyway, after they eat the boys started their session... RH session..hahaha...We had a lot of fun, exchanging funny stories and jowks... when the sun is down and its about 6 pm maybe, we decided to go swimming..weeehhh...swimming!!!"super sarap mag swimming zud as in"...hehe.. after and hour, the swimming session is over...its time to take shower and change clothes then go home...around 8 pm we leave the place and jan2x take me to the bus terminal cause i need to go home to davao... its about 11pm when I arrived home...I really enjoy the day soO much..! I sleep w/ a smile on my face.. Thanks bhe...

Its not yet over, the next day(Monday), jan2x, mikko and iyum, went here to enjoy the city life..hahah...mikko buy something and its also like "despedida" to iyum since by Wednesday(its today!)..she will be going to manila to process her papers abroad...we met @ JS Gaisano by 6:30 pm, the weather is not good.. its raining...weeeh... whatever, we still stick with our plans...hehe... mikko buy a pair of shoe, after buying we then eat our dinner @ banoks Illustre... after dinner we went to peoples park and then Jack's Ridge...weeeh... we had a lot of fun although were just walking around the city w/ cold air and rain drops...we enjoy each others company and and some how it is one way of making our friendship stronger.

I really had a great weekend... spending it with someone I love so much and people close to my heart...:)

here are some of our pictures:

I'm bored...:(

Gosh! I'm bored!.. really!really bored!..It's almost a week that I have nothing to do @ work. Nothing exciting and nothings new!.. I hate the feeling of boredom because it makes me feel sick and useless.. It feels better maybe if I could nap or sleep during working hours.. but of course it could not be...we have rules here in the office.. and rules were always be rules unless you want some memo from the admin..hehe....

In a way, I was kinda excited with the idea of going to the beach w/ mah bhe to celebrate our monsary, i hope that things settled and plans could be real...hehe.. at least it could lessen mah tiredness. I love beaches so it would be a great thing to spend mah weekend and celebrate good times together with someone very special...hahai..weeehh

but for now ...It really sucks thinking nothing...waaahuhu...

Help! save me from this wretchedness...wahaa

Scandal!..=))

We had an unusual Saturday since we did not do our routine. After work we just go home and take a rest to get ready for the night out. The group landed @ VISA videok bar, @ the back of victorial plaza, we rent one of the exclusive rooms to get chill, unwind, have fun and to celebrate the special day of our dear friend miemot..:)

Me and lyra went @ around 9:30 pm. I thought were late but good thing the group did not start yet. Raquel the gimikira - take note "si Raquel na ang gimikira hindi na si lyra" ...take the lead to start singing yeah... " the holaback girl! -"this mah shit - this mah shit" ...peace out...hehe... Until the group of james a friend of amie got in, and there really had a great voice pero hmmm... never patalo ang aming singer na si raquel plus our diva Jay...haha.. As we go on... w/ the company of RH and Empe!.. cyempre "choli" zud us tanan...hahah...unsa pa peng!...

Saturday night is Simply the Best!

Happy Birthday Miemot!

My Childhood Fantasy

I've been waiting to have a prince charming
Who would catch me when I'm falling
Who would wake me up after a million years of sleeping
Who would hug,kiss,care and give all his loving
Then we're gonna live happily ever after!

I thought my childhood best buddy would be my prince
We've been best friends since the day were born
His my neighbor,friend,classmate,playmate, my foe as well
We grown up and shared happy memories together
My childhood days would not be that merry and jolly w/out him.

By fate we separate ways
Never thought my feeling for him would grow
Were miles away but still my heart never fail to glow
I hope and pray that someday he would know.

I never expunge that my prince is him
I always dreamed of being w/ him
I never love anyone except him
'cause I believe at the end I'm gonna be with him.

Then one day i just wake up
and realize that not all dreams could come true
Fairy tales don't always end with a happy ending
I guess ours is not one of those tales that ends well
It is all just my childhood fantasy
Everything just happen in a right way
Just let it be.

Whaat?? - Bad day!

whaaatt?? Back to work again!!..OMG! I still have hangovers w/ the holidays!!...I still want to sleep and sleep...waaahhhh...!!

Today might be one of the worst days of my life... After a half day of arguments w/ my boyfriend, because of little stuffs we usually argued like " hatagi sad ko time oi - we have all the time actually", "gahi ayo zud ka ug ulo bah","dugaya nimo kasabot oi" etc..ek,ek...We both have a bad temper so we really can't settle things ASAP.. But one good thing about us is that we can't sleep w/out saying how much we love each other and how much we hold on to the relationship, although I'm so sick and tired of those arguments still at the end of the day... We still wear the sweetest smile ever....

But hey! I guess things were ok already! but then when I got to work.. I was shock w/ mah pc all my files has been deleted whhhhhaaaaaaaattttt??????huhuhu...speechless...the files are deleted by one of the admin he thought that nobody used that pc so he deleted the user and thats it.! the ending is I lose all my files...what tah day!...hahai...

cheer me up!!!!