Feelin Better Now

Last few days I felt like everything is messing up. I'm diagnose as hypertensive, its in our blood line so its not new to me, but what makes me feel sad is that i can no longer ate what I wanted. Grrrr...My life style should changed for good. I aslo had a big fight with my boyfriend and the relationship almost ended...that made me more upset. Feeling ko talaga the world is on my shoulder...ng low talaga ang self-esteem ko. Im been insecure sa lahat nang bagay feeling ko I'm worthless nobody cares and nobody loves me.. Self pity ang drama..but right now I came to realize that its part of being human, sometimes you need to face and conquer life's challenges for you to be able to know your worth. What happen made me more mature and been loving my self more. It made me understand that when things are not doing well just always think of the positive side of life. Learn to stand up then face life with a smile . Its always true that "God would always make a way where it seems to be no way". Everything happens for its own good reason. God would not give you problems that you can't handle. So when things go wrong just have faith.

M.E without Y.O.U

I'm just me a simple girl living her life the way one should.

Real Love

"I love you not because of what you can give me,its because how my heart warms up whenever I am near you"

My V Day!

I celebrate Valentines day with my bhe @ his place and at the same time it was the 3rd year death anniversary of his papa. Our day was simple yet were happy being together for the first valentines we had for 3 years. Yes that was the first valentines we were together in 3 years of relationship.hehe.. For the past years were not able to celebrate together because our schedules did not meet up, were too busy with our own set of things. This time we really make sure that we spend time together. The day just started right, I ate dinner @ there house, then we went out to go videok together with my cousin Fernil and her wife Jacel. Then go home around 11pm since we have a curfew walang bantay sa baby ng cousin ko...hehe..It ended with a big smile on our faces.

thanks sa flower bhe.. luv u much ..:)

I love you...

These are all I want to say:

Love and Friendship

Personally I value and love my friends. I could not be me without having all of them in my life. They say most people walk in and out of you life. But only True friends leave footprints in your heart. I wanna share with you this inspiring quotes I read, it made me think and wonder where are my friends now. Where ever they are I pray for there safety and happiness.

• Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

• Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
• Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
• You can only go as far as you push.
• Actions speak louder than words.
• The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
• Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
• Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
• A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.
• If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
• When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
• True friendship never ends.
• Friends are forever.
• Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
• Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
• What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
• NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
• Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Everyone we meet seems special to us, we may not realize it, even those people who we get mad sometimes.

When we look back on our younger years, we will remember the people who went to school with us, the people who made us laugh, the people who hung out with us when nobody else would, and the people who made our lives much better simply by being a part of it.

There may be somebody who is thinking about you RIGHT NOW and wishing that you were around. That's the wonderful thing about friendship-you always feel loved and cared about.

The most important thing to remember is... Always appreciate the friends that you have.

A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever.

For every second spent in anger, a minute of happiness is wasted. So when ever you get a chance tell you friends that you care.

Happy New Year!

2008 is over and lets welcome 2009 with love and peace in our hearts. This year would be my year. Year of the Ox. weeeh. There were plenty of good and bad memories I left behind 2008, I will treasure them all with a big smile on my face as I would remember those moments. Everything happened last year made me a better me this year, 2009! Wish to experience more and live more. My each and everyone of us will continue fighting for what life bring us this 2009! yepeehhh!!

Today is our 3rd year Anniversary!yeheh!! 3 years of being together is like a roller coaster, we have all our ups and downs as partners but we continue to hold on and love each other.weeeh... more years and years to come bhe, as we go on I just pray that we will continue what we had right now. more blessings and happiness to come. You will always be my baby! =)

Precious Moments with friends and baby Aj "pamangkin"

What tah day!

08-16-2008 Saturday..It started after our shift me and my officemates decided to ate breakfast. We ended up eating in a small "karendiria" along bonifacio st. beside UIC (my collge school). After eating we decided to hangout @ Jay's crib. His place is small but supeh clean plus he has his unique sense of style that make his place more pleasing ..yepheee... We wait till 11a.m then I went home to have some rest. Raquel,Majar,Jay,Mylene and Ya Erwin went to Gaisano Mall of Davao to watch " A Very Special Love ".weeehhhh

Here are some photos @ Jay's Crib :


5 pm my cousin wake me up. We will be going to Damosa to watch Auto Drift by PLDT my DSL. weeehh.. The show started 4 pm, we arrived around 7 pm..duh..hehe I though I could never witness those tricky moves..Luckily we catch on the last show of the night..perfect!...The show is awesome!... It is my first time to watch Auto Drift. It drive me crazy.. haha.. rock on...! Click Here to watch video on the event...

Here are some of our captured moments:

-me and cousin melai (@ the entrance)-

-as we watch the show w/coz melai and joy-

- pose2x after the show -

hmmm.. my day is not yet over..hehe..I have to separate ways w/ my cousins and go gimik with my college friends..weeeh... hazel and chai fetch me up @ Damosa. As usual, we don't have any idea were to go..what's new guys?!..haha... After a moment we decided to unwind @ rizal we watch the "calendar and bachelor show".. We reminisce old days again.. were a bit sad, cause we miss our other friends... we used to be 8 - 10 folks when we go out but now were only 3..huhu.. it is really sad.. but then we have to chill and enjoy the night ayt?..things are really changing now but were always be friends no matter what....hai..

-"tatak" sa entrace ..hee-

-blue margareta -shot na dai para igat!-

- our pulutan...yummmy - garlic chicken-

Guess what? were not yet done..hehe... I guess about 12 midnight when we decided to go to other place, we get bored with the show - "mas pretty pa kami sa mga calendar babes -wahaha..tsk!tsk!"... we first thought of going to "bakbak or idol" along tores but when we pass on the place is too crowded.. grrrr.. so to spend our last stop we went to "Nezz 4 Cafe" along autoshop. We have some coffee and chitchat till 2 am... "Opaw" one of our close friend went there to accompany us as well..

Chocomoccalate and French Fries (hmm im not sure if got right name of the coffee..hee)

-mah super friends (chai,hazel,and opaw)-

That's it! My day ended well..weeeh .. 3am Im hope na..hehe.. I'm a bit tired but so happy...Special thanks to hazel lou for the ride...geee

Maka Relate ka Promise!

why do we love ba? hmmm... think!

so we can have somebody to talk to?

someone who can be there pag gusto natin gumala?

a person na pwedeng manlibre satin?

taong magbibitbit ng gamit mo? ALALAY for short!

eh pano kung di ka nya mahal? would you still love him/her?

would you still continue to care for that person?

bakit naman hinde? you didnt love that person para magkaroon ka ng alalay, magkaroon ka ng instant meal dahil libre, taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects, or taong mahihila mo if you want to go out...

If thats what you think about love well sorry ang BABAW mo! loving a person doesn't need to have a criteria na dapat maganda o guwapo, dapat mabait or understanding, kasi once you fall inlove you take the risk of accepting dat person kahit maingay sya matulog, yung hilik ng hilik kahit matakaw sya o sobrang fat na hindi kayo kasya pag puno ang jeep!

kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang na lang ay sapakin mo sa inis! yung sobrang selosa/seloso na pati barkada pinagseselosan..

badtrip diba? and yung napaka-arte OA kung baga! o kahit ano pang things that would turn you off...hirap tlaga magmahal trying to be PERFECT kase.Gusto mong magtagal pero hindi yun ang sagot sa lahat... ACCEPTING the real person fully kase if you said na mahal mo sya you dont need to find answers kung bakit mo sya mahal...

kase lahat ng tao nagbabago but if you accept that person magbago man sya in the middle of your relationship hindi ka masasaktan kase you know that darating din yun.. tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo... mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil wala ng sasaya pa if you let one person feel na MAHAL NA MAHAL mo sya without asking 4 anything in return... then you can say wow un pla ang LOVE!

Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections....

Nakakatawa talaga ang love. Isa siyang napakalaking oxymoron. Lahat ng pwede mong masabi sa kanya, baliktarin mo at totoo pa rin. Ang labo diba? Pero ang linaw. Masaya magmahal. Malungkot magmahal. Di mo
naiintindihan pero naiintindihan mo. Walang rason. Maraming rason. Di mo na kaya, pero kaya mo pa rin. Masakit magmahal. Pero okey lang. Sus, ano ba talaga?! May kaibigan ako, sabi niya dati "Love is only for stupid people." Nakakatawa kasi laude ang standing niya, pero dumating ang panahon, na-in-love din ang hunghang. At ayun, tanga na siya ngayon.

Lahat kasi ng nahahawakan ng love nagiging oxymoron din. O kaya paminsan, nagiging moron lang. Hindi lang kasi basta baliktaran ang pag-ibig. Lahat ng bagay nababaligtad din niya. Lahat ng malalakas na tao,
humihina. Ang mayayabang, nagpapakumbaba. Ang mga walang pakialam, nagiging Mother Teresa. Ang mga henyo, nauubusan ng sagot. Ang malulungkot, sumasaya.

Nakakatawa talaga. Lalo na kapag dumadating siya sa mga taong ayaw na talaga magmahal. Napansin ko nga eh. Parang kung gusto mo lang ma-in-love ulit, sabihin mo lang ang magic words na "Ayoko na ma-inlove!" biglang WACHA! Ayan na siya.Nang-aasar. Magpapaasar ka naman. Di ba nakakatawa rin na pagdating sa problema ng ibang tao, ang galing galing mo? Pero 'pag problema mo na yung pinag-uusapan parang nawawalan ng saysay lahat ng ipinayo mo dun sa namomroblemang tao? Naiisip mong wala namang mali dun sa mga sinabi mo. Pero bakit parang wala ring tama? Bali-baliktad din ang nasasabi ng mga taong tinamaan ng madugong pana ng pag-ibig.

"Ngayon ko lang nalaman ganito pala. Sabi ko na eh!" "Ang sarap mabuhay. Pwede na 'ko mamatay. Now na!" At hindi lang 'yon. Ang sarap din pagtawanan ng mga taong alam naman nilang masasaktan lang sila eh magpapatihulog pa rin sa bangin ng pag-ibig. Tapos 'pag luray-luray na yung puso nila, siyempre hindi sila yung may kasalanan. Siya! "Bakit niya 'ko sinaktan?" May kasama pang pagsuntok sa pader yon, at pagbabagsak ng pinto.

Hayop talaga.
Mauubos ang buong magdamag ko kakasabi ng mga bagay na nakakatawa 'pag pag-ibig na ang pinag-usapan. Ang daming beses ko na kasi siya nakasalubong kaya masasabi ko nang eksperto na 'ko.
Pero wala pa rin akong alam. Pero ang pinakanakakatawa sa lahat ay ang katotohanang kapag gusto magpatawa ng pag-ibig, ipusta na mo na lahat ng ari-arian mo dahil siguradong ikaw ang punchline.

Nakakatawa no?

Nakakaiyak.

thats love... WEIRD!!!


P.S. Happy 31st Monthsary bhe.. luv u po..;)

Happy Monthsary....♥

July 7,2008 is our 30th monthsary. We been this far praying and hoping that we would go on to what we called forever... When 7th day of month came, we usually had our arguments and as expected this month is the same thing.. we fight? why? hmmm... because he always forgot...celebrating monthsary is not his thing and I hate him for that... I could not accept his reasons...waaahhh... he always tell me that monthsary does not matter to him because he don't wanna count the days we been together cause he want me to stay with him for the rest of our lives,the only thing he would never forget is the day when I said yes and be his girl....in away he had his reason and justifications but the thing is I just can't accept it...hahah... I know he always try to remember it, I can see his sincerity when we argued... last time the only thing he said " I'm sorry and I love you "... still i keep on nagging until he get mad... waaahhhh... hahai.... We just can't take a long arguments and misunderstanding so eventually after a day or less were ok.. as if nothing happen... hahai...

Bhe, thank you for being my friend, my enemy as well, for the constant understanding and for not letting me go when I'm about to give up... With you I can always be me... Thanks for the love and the happiness you always gave me... I know that God only knows if were going to be forever... But I'm always thankful to him for giving me YOU in my life... Happy Monthsary, you will always be loved by me.. =)