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• LIBRA (Mulan) intellectual, easygoing, indecisive

2010

I know its too late but I just want to welcome 2010...Weeh..I must say Goodbye to 2009. So many things happened and all of them will made me a better me this 2010. I experience different kind of emotions, I gain lots of friends and knew some ways on how to take life. I know for a fact that life is not easy to take, you will undergo lots of difficulties, disappointments and heartaches. What I've learned is to take life lightly just enjoy every moment either your happy or sad. Simply be happy with everything you have. Life is too short to waste it in unpleasant way. So this 2010 I will carry on. I will try to take things the way it should be. When its time to cry, then cry for a moment then don't forget to laugh at the end of the day. Failure is part of being alive to take it in a positive way. One thing I truly learn its better to do my best than to be the best. Live on! WELCOME 2010.. GOOD LUCK to all our endeavors! Don't forget to thank GOD for everything. AJA

Update

Weehhh.. Its been a month na wala na rin akong update dito...hehe Sorry folks, busy lang ko saku career.. but Im back on track now..I got back from my trip to bohol, it was short but I really enjoy my stay.. If given a chance I would stay longer but I need to go back to work..hahai.. I must say there's no place like home... Last week we celebrate our Christmas party. It was a success and I really enjoy it...weeeehh.. The preparation was so stressful but it ended well.. Next year ulit hah.. Sa mga ka grupo ko "The 20's a.k.a budots" thanks for the memories..haha... nalingaw ko...weeehhhhh

Christmas is on the air, the cold weather and the mall wide sales.. The problem is no budget...nyahaha...

Happy Shopping to all and have a Merry Christmas :)

My New Hair Style

Yesterday I decided to cut my hair for new look .. hihi.. and the result is still wavy..tsk3x..

Tantannantanan...........

that was me after the parlor.. since cut lang so after I take a bath wavy na ulit..hahaiz.. I'll post my pic next time.. the wavy version..hek3x.. love it!

Me na me

Me na me..

emote moment. ng practice daw ako mag picture ng hindi naka smile.. ka chaka nlang..haha.. morex100 practice pa.. ma prefect rin ang angle angd emote while not smiling..hahahaha...

Summer Outing Update

Summer has about to end. But we still have post summer gate away. Last Saturday I went to Gensan together with my office mates then we push through Sarangani Province to witness there festival @ Gumasa. I always heard that gumasa beach is like a little boracay and that is true. The beach is awesome. So perfect! We really enjoy everything the bonding, the road trip and the sight seeing. See some of our photos:

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Another set of survey..

1.Your name plus "o" ?
> Molit + o= molito..tsk..

2. Two feelings at the moment ?
> bored and full

3. What are you listening to right now ?
> nothing..sounds ng mga keyboards..hihi

4.A part of a song lyric that's in your mind right now ?
>" who am I, its because of who you are"..hihi

5. Describe where you are right now ?
> @ the office - break time

6. What is your highlight of the week ?
> stay long at the house- sleeping

7. What are you craving to have rightnow ?
> sleep

8. Any unforgettable childhood memory ?
> madami.one is nahulog ako sa my chapel namin sa sobrang kiat..haha

9. A not-so-good childhood memory ?
> I guess yung mga awayan moments with friends..

10. What are your nicknames ?
> lang, palang, molitong,moling,haidz

11. Your plans for tomorrow ?
> go home and have some sleep

12. Your two plans for today ?
> work, the blog for ppp..hahha

13. Are you thinking of someone rightnow ?
> nope..

14. Do you party ?
> yes, once in a while lang

15. Do you like twins ?
> super, i even wanted to have my own twins someday

16. Fill in the blank "I am ..
> what I am.

18. Say anything you like to say to whoever isreading
> hello sa lahat..outing ta ninyo para saya ng summer..

19. Are you feeling hungry ?
> I'm full

20. Who do you miss ryt now ?
> my bheby..hihi

21. Last friend you saw online ?
> madami. officemates, fb friends

22. Are you in love?
> YES!

23. What do you like about night ?
> bed time stories..hehe.. the moon and the stars

24.If you were in a farm, what do you want to see ?
> horses..super nice flowers

25. Last person who gave a testimonial to you ?
> don't remember

26. Did you like it ?
> hindi ko talaga ma remember

27. Do you play an instrument ? Whatinstrument ?
> no..nothing.. I tired playing guitar once pero hindi talaga eh..

28. What song did u last hear ?
> Wonderwall

Survey..survey..

Bored lang po..

**Are you in Love?:
Yes! very much in love :)

**Are you single or taken?:
much taken ;)

**If single, for how long?:
taken na nga..hihi

**Do you like guys or girls?:
Of course a guy.. but love hanging out with my girlfriends too :)

**What do you think about Sporty guys/girls?:
They were cute..

**Smart?:
like it!

**Popular?:
50/50 ..hihi

**Your Favorites**

**Kind of Food::
Pasta..

**Color::
Black, white, purple and pink..

**Place to be?:
In my room. Somewhere like a paradise.

**Vacation spot::
Beaches and out of the country trip ;)

**Actor::
Brad Pitt..

**Actress::
Angelina Jolie

**Day Time Talk Show::
Ruffa and Ai..

**Number::
10 super fave number :)

**Your Short Opinion on**

**Gay Marriage::
Basta masaya sila. Go!

**Drunk Driving::
Worry on there safety...

**Legal Driving Age::
Okay na yung 16.

**Madam Auring and her boyfriend::
Love is blind..

**Young Marriages::
Its ok as long as both are in love and responsible enough

**Young Parents::
Sana walang sisihan...

**Pregnancy without a Marriage::
As long as pinagutan, love and they stay together, its fine with me..:)

**This Survey::
Good enough to kill a few minutes of my time. Hehe.

Feelin Better Now

Last few days I felt like everything is messing up. I'm diagnose as hypertensive, its in our blood line so its not new to me, but what makes me feel sad is that i can no longer ate what I wanted. Grrrr...My life style should changed for good. I aslo had a big fight with my boyfriend and the relationship almost ended...that made me more upset. Feeling ko talaga the world is on my shoulder...ng low talaga ang self-esteem ko. Im been insecure sa lahat nang bagay feeling ko I'm worthless nobody cares and nobody loves me.. Self pity ang drama..but right now I came to realize that its part of being human, sometimes you need to face and conquer life's challenges for you to be able to know your worth. What happen made me more mature and been loving my self more. It made me understand that when things are not doing well just always think of the positive side of life. Learn to stand up then face life with a smile . Its always true that "God would always make a way where it seems to be no way". Everything happens for its own good reason. God would not give you problems that you can't handle. So when things go wrong just have faith.

M.E without Y.O.U

I'm just me a simple girl living her life the way one should.

Theme Song

I super love this song..The lyrics says it all..weeeh...watch this video..love it :)

Weekend Update.....

Hi guys, its been a while since I update my personal thing here so just want to share my weekend adventures. Saturday, was a badminton session with my co-workers the AOV night shift agents. I went to SmashVille Fitness center earlier to attended there aerobics. Then around 9 am we started our badminton session. Weeh it was really fun, great games then we took pictures and pictures..haha.. we actually went there to have pictorials..nyahaha.. We ate our lunch at SM City Mall, our main purpose why we go to SM is to get a free yahoo sling at smart center.. and we got it..yepeeehh.. we side trip also @ the arcade and played bump cars..wow it's so nice to be kids again..haha...then at night we also went to Mic Wales grandfather's wake.That's how my Saturday ends..

Photos here:



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In memory of my Dear Tatay.

Today is the 12th year death anniversary of my dear tatay. 12 years of wanting him by my side, 12 years of wondering what if his still with us and 12 years of missing him. Growing up with out him is not easy, there were lots of times when I found my self crying in the middle of the night wishing that i have him to hug me. But then as what I always say " Everything happens for a reason" deep in my heart I know that what ever life takes me he will always support and guide me all the way. He will always there to give me comfort and love. But in a way I'm happy cause I know that his in good hands right now with the love of his life my mom, so I have nothing to worry about. He will always be the best "Tatay" in the whole wide world. I will always miss you and love you tay. Till we meet again.

Got tagged...:)

Got this tag from my tuapoy bojoy, thank you tuapz..Ü( she tagged me a month ago na.. sorry for the super delayed response..anyway better late than never..right???hihi..palosot)

yah..yah..yah... here are the rules:

1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3. Pick your month of birth.
4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
6. Let the person who tagged you know when you've done it!

Now I'm going to pass this tag to my blogger buddies : Feel free to pass it to your friends if you have done it already;) Cheers!

Alritch
Flor
Gemini
Melai
Lyra
Orelie
Raquel

Who else wants to join in the fun???

The Twelve Months

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted . Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. . Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive.Smart, neat and organized.Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality ( Ehem) Sexy (Ehem) Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful - Mmm,Nah! Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners.Nah! Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody. BINGO!!! Most of these traits are true for me .

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising.(hmmm.. sometimes but most of the time not..hihi) Careful, cautious and organized.( I wish i have those attitudes!..duh) Likes to point out people’s mistakes.(noh..tsk tsk) Likes to criticize.(sometimes) Stubborn.(big no!no!) Quiet but able to talk well(sort off...haha) Calm and cool.(yep2x!) Kind and sympathetic.Concerned and detailed.(kindah!) Loyal but not always honest.(yah perfect!..sometimes you just have to lie..hihi) Does work well.(of course!) Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable.(Slight) Loves to look for information.(yes i diffidently love to know something new). Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. (those treats best describes who I'am.)

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

too much

for the past days life has been so rude to me. everything seems changing. all the settled plans just wipe away...why? why? and why? .. Am I being bad or too mean to end up this kind of mess...huhu..

hahai.. but i guess life seems like this sometimes.. i would never give up till i reach my dreams.. sooner or later I know things will be alright with GOD 's grace and guidance...

despite all the problems i been through right now. I still have so much to be thankful of and i have still enough reasons to be happy... aja! ... fight2x .. I'm a survivor!..:-)..hai!

Miss U

net surfing is one of my past time if got no task and as I read some inspirational quotes i found this one - "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."- it touches my soul.. I feel like crying but of course I could not do that I'm @ the office, I just keep to myself what I'm feelin' @ the moment and write to somehow ease the loneliness I felt. (sob)

I miss the two most import person in my life, my parents its almost a decade and a year pass but somehow when something reminds me of them i still could not help my self but cry in a corner and remember my happy days with them. Growing up with out them at my side is not easy as you think, though no one scold you, and your free to do what ever you want to - mind you your gonna miss the feeling of being scolded...(sob) ...till now I still wonder how my life be if their still alive. It might be worse but the best. But then I must accept the fact that there gone my tears could not bring them back.

I may not see them but they will always be part of what ever I'll be and stay forever in my heart.

Nay , Tay till we meet again...(wink).. C yah in heaven someday...weeh

puzzeled mind

Hi there! weeh.. im back!.. as if im lost...waaahhh... well2x... for the last week wala naman talaga akong ginagawa... hmmm.. wala lang talaga ako sa mood mag sulat... sa sobrang board ko... mas gusto ko nalang mag tingin2x nalang or mag tanga and thinking nothing...wahaha...

Updates: Last Sunday, I'm with chai and amor, they are my college friends and office mates as well, we go to mass @ St.Jude Parish malvar st. 4:30pm, then after that we ate dinner @ Mandarin, then chill at JS Illustre, window shopping..since ala pa us mga money..haha... It's nice to bond with your old folks reminiscing old days.. and its nice to know that were growing maturely, independently and responsible individuals diba chai??..haha..We still have this childish talks but were aware that life is not easy as we thought before.. I was kinda shock cause were talking about our future and its rare, cause we really don't talk that way...I'm happy that were on the right way...char..hihi.. success here we come..weeehh

Thoughts: for the past week I was really thinking to go to school either web designing (adobe photo shop) or go for cooking lesson..which is which...hmmm... pwede both?.. what do you think guys... help naman dyan... hihi... I want to study adobe photo shop, i love doing new things and web designing is very challenging, then i guess it is also a one way step going abroad..??..hmmmm... cooking is also one of my frustration, since my passion is eating I guess i should learn to cook right???...I'm going to be a chef someday!..char oi..weeeh... kaya both nalang! ahaha.. I really have to save money to do it...aja!.. I can make it!...weeehhh

Love Life: hmmm??? do i have one...haha.. of course were going strong and were have so many things pa to overcome as we go on to our journey called forever!...hihi...

Work: It was kindah board... but I'm glad cause i have one of the best client ever he is so nice.. I'm hassle free and got no worry at all... yeeehh

Latest update: m crazy on mob wars and tower bloxx..hahaha(facebook games)

Thats it for now...sayonara!!

Offer My Life

This song is one of my favorites. Every time I hear this, it lift up my spirit and give me hope that what ever life takes me, things will be alright if I got him. hahai... " feel zud naku ayo ang lyrics aneh "... here it goes... hope it would light up your day...

(Verse 1)
All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you, oh Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaims
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours
(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life
(Verse 2)
Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my heart, alll of my praise
My heart and my hands are lifted to you
(Chorus)
Lord, I offer my life to you
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to you
Lifting my praise to you
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life
(Bridge)
What can we give
That you have not given?
And what do we have
That is not already yours?
All we possess
Are these lives we're living
That's what we give to you, Lord
(Repeat Chorus 2x)

Quarter Life Crisis

Being part of "young adults" I been experiencing this so called "quarter life crisis" . I don't know which path I take. I have so much questions in mind which I could not find the answers. Like what is the purpose of my existence? Do I got the right decision in everything I do? If feels like I'm in the middle of no ware seeing bunch of roads and don't know which road should I take. hahai... Which is which???.... I'm starting to have my career but i still have this feeling of insecurity. I'm happy w/ what's going on with my relationship and my life but I still have thoughts of what If's?... A'm I still having hang over's with my teens or maybe I'm just too much afraid of my future. :(

Slowly I feel that everything is changing, my feelings, my opinions, my attitudes and my goals. hahai... I guess everyone goes in to this dilemma i just have to deal w/ it..:)

Prayer is always the best key right?...